Ah!

I am LOST! Where to go next. I have no drive to go any further sometimes. Then again sometimes things are so good that I forget about the bad. I need to figure out my life. I need to gain strength.

I long for companionship. I long for understanding. Why is it that the people you get along with the most are the greatest in opposites. huh...Sigh.

If you are going to be with me, be with me no games. I hate games.

I need to do things better with certain ppl, because those ppl have been apart of me for so long that they do not deserve disappointment.

If not for anyone, I will DO IT for myself.

God Grant me peace to know what you want for me. Self-Control to do what is needed when I figure out your wants and my needs.

Lord, Watch over individuals after I am gone. People walk in and out of your life for many reasons, some you do not know. But in the end whether they are there are not, it is where you are supposed to be.

Go Big or Go home.

MISSIONARY WORK IS MY GOAL FOR MY LIFE. That and the Medical field! Thats what I shall do. Any work that is for the Lord is my goal! Anything else is NOT MY WORTH MY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tschus,
Lindsey