Strength: The ability to maintain a moral or intellectual position firmly.
An attribute or quality of particular worth or utility; an asset. Strength is something I need now more than anything. I need to have endurance for the allotment of trust has come and gone. My heart is held ever so tightly wrapped in fear. I hate fear, it only comes from the the devil, along with those specific things that bring about the fear inthe first place. I will walk on somberly as though as nothing has phased me, however, with every glance it haunts and strikes at me. "Satan I rebuke you and all you have in store, stay away from me and those I love in the name of JESUS CHRIST my REDEEMER AND LORD! " Those will be the words of my prayers everyday. Somethings gotta give.
Why?! I guess I just do not understand, why is it that people today care more for themselves and less for others. Why is it that todays people are so corrupt? You know, I just want the truth. The truth of you is all my heart desires.
Its like this. A child when born knows nothing but those who care for it and love it. They go on learning and living to trust those who care and love it. The child believes that if it werent for the caregivers it would not survive, that is how strong of a bong the two have. One day the child is left alone abandoned due to selfish mistakes of the caregivers, what is the child supposed to do?How is the child supposed to think? All it has ever known is love and compassion, honest and comfort. But now, now it has no idea what to think or where to go. Yet it forgives and moves on, yet it doubt. The only things that can mend the child, are truths and vulnerablity. Vulnerability in the sense that nothing is left unsaid or undone. (add more later)