Monday night tossing and turning.

This weekend flew by, thank GOD! The only things good about it were Gracie and my Daniel. Saturday night really sucked, I wanted so much to stay were I knew I would be content, but I went to work and a night of hell. After Saturday night I came to a few conclusions; walking on sidewalks as become just as safe as walking in the middle of a busy intersection, some ppl who think they know everything can be quite overwhelming and dumb(I suppose I can get that way), and most importantly I am glad I am with the guy I am with. Hes not foolish and annoying like some men.( no offense to all those good guys out there.)

Concerns of the week:(1) I am tired today, and will prolly be tired the rest of the week up until friday.(2) The main person in my life has brought questions to my head of my future. Questions that bring thoughts that are unsure to my life. I guess the only thing I can do is pray about it.

Scenario:
You are in love with this wonderful man, would do anything for you. You both are in college and have plans for marriage sometime in the future. You have faith in him and in your relationship and in the Lord, however maybe not enough. You see glimpses of what is to come through little thigns he does. some are good and some ..some are questionable and leave you worried. Do you think its possible for this man of your dreams to become something so different in the futre that you no longer know him anymore. And what make a man bored with his life, family,...WIFE?! Do you think boredom is in a man who is too involved with his job? Just questions!


Tell me what it is to make you happy. Tell me your pain. I want to be the ONE and ONLY to know you and figure you out. I want to be the ONE and ONLY that you WANT you know you and figure you out. I love you, I need you. my "agenda" for the rest of my life is to know and love you soo passionately that you will never need another.

Always Yours