Tonight 10.28.05

I need him, I miss him, I love him with all I have. Sometimes I wonder where I would be without him. I talk about him constantly. If he only knew how I felt half the time. I cant say what I want to, I dont know how. I wish he understood that I cant be with out him. I wish he understood that I want to do everything with him. I want to experience every aspect of life with him by my side. I want him to understand that I just wanna lay around while his fingers are going through my hair and talk. And I mean really talk. I want him to tell me his most saught out secrets of life. I want to fully discover him, I want to know him inside and out; like the back of my hand. I want to have an amazing spiritual connection with him. I want to pray with him, I want to know we are doing the right things. I want him to be...HAPPY.
I LOVE YOU!